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| I take a deep breath. One foot in front of the other. This is going good. Oh no, I'm breathing hard. My stomach starts to hurt. My heart wants to give up. Breathe in through your nose, out through your mouth. My legs are getting tense. I want to stop so bad. I can barely breathe. My mind won't stop thinking. It's amazing how many things can run through my head in 10seconds:
Counting, numbers, passing people, family, friend's--old and new, staring, money, clothes, school, grades, how my life has changed, high school, middle school, elementary, reminisce as far back as I can remember...
I look up. The ceiling and sky distract me. 10minutes have passed. I don't even feel like I'm moving anymore, just standing and staring. Breathing has become more normal now. I'm the only one that has been going the longest. I don't recognize anyone on the track.
I'm almost there. Make short goals. Then if you make them, you can make another goal and keep going.
Keep going until you feel like your heart can't take it anymore. Legs are in automatic. They keep going and I don't even have to think about it anymore. Sprint, run as fast as you can like your life depended on it.
You did it. I feel amazing. I feel so productive. I am so motivated. I can't wait until I do it again tomorrow and the day after that...
My farthest so far without stopping--3.1miles. I will eventually make it 5. My new hobby. I'm addicted.
I love running. <3
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Isn't it ironic? we ignore those who adore us. adore those who ignore us. love those who hurt us, and hurt those who love us | | |
| I went tandem (where instructor is attached to you) skydiving yesterday and it was not what I had expected it to be. I thought all week that maybe that feeling of I-Am-Jumping-Out-of-A-Plane 10,500 feet in the air was going to come..but it never did.
Jenn & I got to go together. We were handed suits to put on that cover your arms and legs. and zip up to your neck Mine was black and yellow, like Bumblebee! and hers was this Aquamarine blue. She looked like a hot Marine biologist or something. =b
My instructor dude seemed real chill too. His name was Scott. He was bald & and had a two-colored goatee, brown and grey. Jenn's instructor was all gross and sweaty. Haha, I'm glad I didn't get him. He was grunting about how many more people they had to take to skydive, so subsequently we thought he was a douche. We crammed into the plane with 6people + the pilot. It was hard to breathe because we were squished like a box of sardines and the high altitude. It took 20minutes in the plane to get to the right altitude and I started getting a little air sick, but not scared.
It was scary though when they opened the door and all the air rushed in. My eyes got big and I yelled, "Fuck!" but when we jumped out, it felt so surreal. I think I told myself not to be scared/it's like a game so much and mentally readied myself that I was emotionless when I jumped. Haha. I put on these flimsy plastic goggles. Scott secured himself to me so close like a backpack. We put our right legs out of the door onto a ledge of the plane. He said ready, set, and we took off! Free-falling for about 30seconds was the best part. He released the parachute and it separated us a little and I thought he was letting me go! My heart skipped a beat haha. Floating down, we started spinning in a circle really fast..That was not a good feeling. I had a headache and it made it worse. lalala I tried to relax as we floated down but my inner thigh was pinched. I would forget about it but only for a max of 2 minutes..then i remembered it was there again.
I also had a perfect gymnastics landing with my instructor. No face plant, or running trying to keep balance :D yess.
definitely a good experience though :) I'm glad I did it.
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I forgot how much I loved the movie Garden State.
If you have not seen it, you should.
For me, it makes me think.. Think about how boring my life is compared to theirs.
It makes me remember to make the most of my life: my summer, college, spare time, everythinggggg.
Honestly, it makes me feel ambitious.
I had a good weekend. The end. :)
P.s.- Holding grudges can increase blood pressure and heart rate.
so let go! because in the end, it only hurts you.
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| I'm at the library studying with my friend, Jeannie and two of her friend's, when this guy I've NEVER met comes over and says hi to everyone.
Then he glances at me and says, "oh hey I haven't seen you in a minute!"
And I'm like, "uh ha-ha, have we met?!"
him: "Yeah yeah we have."
me: "I don't think we've met before. Can you refresh my memory on how we met? Are you sure you aren't mixing me up with another Asian girl? Haha."
him: I don't remember where we met, but I think you were with her." *points to my friend Jeannie*.
me: "What?! When??"
him: "Like a few weeks back"
me: "Uhh haha I'm pretty sure you're mixing me up with someone else and also remember people I meet for the most part."
him: "Well, anyways, my name is Mark.*" *(i changed the name for his sake)
me: "Roanne." *We shake hands*
SOO here comes for the weird part.
After Mark leaves, my friend tells me that when he meets you, on the second encounter he will act like you and him are best friend's.
The thing is I KNOW I've never met him.
Then my friend also told me that his definition of meeting someone is seeing them...o.O
So he "met" me...aka saw me from AFAR...and then the second encounter (today) was ACTUAL meeting. LOLOL.
o my gosh. how weird. :]] puahaha
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